我真的有点累了

原来我比我自己想象的还要脆弱

我不知道我还能撑多久，只知道自己真的开始后悔，开始问自己为什么要进护理系

人生短暂，我又为何要这样的天天过日子呢？

Nursing is this country is really not nursing. This is not the nursing I want, this is not the life I want. Life is short and unpredictable, so why should I be living this kind of life? Under nonsense stress everyday, dealing with shits that has nothing to do with nursing.

Seriously I would rather deal with real shits, as in those coming out from your anus than those nonsense shits.

Can somebody tell me what to do?